The MooDy iLLkiD

Forgotten

2012-02-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i update this blog..
I'm not been busy but I rather sleep then online......
Nowadays, I felt lost again...
I'm trying to find a suitable school...
It's not that i choose, but 16 bucks per hour is lower than my pride...
How can i possible survive? even you say is temporary for 3 months...
I'm a professional, not a rookie.. I might need some time to get used to it but i still deserve more than that...

My friend has 2 pet... one's a dog and another one is a cat...
strangely they never fight but the cat is always jealous of the dog...
the dog is so innocent, it never know that the cat is jealous...
As my friend and her family now love the dog more than the cat...
but the cat doesn't want to hurt the dog so the cat can only keep it to itself all the time...
pity cat...

I realize all my secondary schoolmates changed a lot.
some good, some bad, some !@#$%
yeah... i know... different people different situation...

i hope tomorrow will be a better day~

New Year

2012-01-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!
It's the beginning of 2012...

People just like people, they do what people do...
I heard about something and i felt miserable for the person...
I met this friend from my another friend...
He is in love with a girl who's one of the gang...
How can i describe this girl? I can't... cuz i don't know her well
but one thing I know is, the guy is definitely in love...
but he missed one thing, never tell your about it before you confirm that the girl has the same feeling...
Apparently, he told few of my friends... who they can't actually keep half of their mouth shut...
They indirectly asked the girl, does she has any crush or admirer? does she has a boyfriend? and stuff....
Which makes the situation go nervous...
The guy is trying to get a lot of advise from others...
but sadly, some of the friend knows that he don't have any chance...
still, tell him to confess his feelings towards her...
I can't do anything as I'm not as close as they are...

I think he should probably think carefully, cuz once he confess, the girl might step back and it won't be the same as normal friends anymore...
someone tell him to be more aggressive towards her... as i don't think so cuz aggressive always lead to tension... and tension might lead to haywire... and the miserable and lastly depression...
I should have explain that but maybe different people have different ideas... well, that's mine...

Hopefully he knows... and things won't end up being awkward...
(=.=)

snow in korea...

2011-12-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

It's been a month since I last blog...
I felt lazy and slow... mainly is because of the weather, making my mind going slow and movement following slow...
I'm watching Doctor House for almost a fortnight... My mind is full with Biology term back....
How i wish he's my Biology teacher back in Secondary school and I will definately GET A in BIOLOGY!!
At least he won't be reading out textbook to himself... which my teacher did....

I've been playing with snow since morning today... my fingers and toes are very numb now... should I consult Dr House?? hahahaha!!

These few days I've been emo...... very emo... and very very emo... mainly is because I'm stuck in my room for so many hours and only go out for classes... while my friends are having fun partying...

Here's what i did nearly 3 hours outdoor, with my another friend...
2 Freaking Moron writting on the ground..

2011-11-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

Dogs, mans' best friends...
I went to a cafe which they keep dogs run around the cafe freely and a place for people and their dogs hang out.
I got to admit that it's really a good place to visit...
Although my parents do not like dogs, I still love them... It's one of the greatest living thing on earth...
They know when you're sad, they can sense any danger, and they can even protect people...
Dogs can be train to assist human, for example, searching things, rescue, and a lot more!!
They're very loyalty, cute, brave and smart or quite charming sometimes.. or all the times...
I don't see any reason for me not to like them... back to the cafe... they're all friendly~ giving a warm welcome on the entrance... sniffing US... (LOL)

and.. i took some pictures... they're very very playful...and active!

that's the place... and pictures... others are all blur.. cuz they're running here and there...

good place to visit... and plan to visit again...

hello kitty

2011-11-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

Well, I personally do not like Hello Kitty that much...
I visited some place awesome today... which is a Hello Kitty Cafe in Seoul, Korea.
Here's some pictures, sorry for the blur, cheap camera...
there, enjoy...

2011-11-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

How long do you want to live behind the mask??
Is your real face really that ugly?
Make up is not putting a mask on...
try not to make up and walk around?
no confidence? bullshit!
there's no such thing...
all i can see is Photoshop photos or full make up... 100% make up = clown
yeah~ you do look like a clown when you make up, how can someone have 2 or 3 eyeliner and finished them after 3 weeks??!?!?
that's too much!!
everyday i thought about how you humiliate me for not making up, saying that i'm not a normal girl or whatever, i'm gonna tell you that, without make up, I'M STILL CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO FACE THE WORLD.
Don't give me bullshit reasons, without make up, woman are not woman... What for?
in fact after make up, you look more horrible... is not sexy, definitely not pretty... and now you say it's act??
WTF, you even spelled it wrong! Art you monster...
Stop thinking about yourself being Lady Gaga, she is ART, YOU are an infamous Make up monster freak!
Get A Life!

2011-11-13T05:22:00.000+08:00

When you're in a foreign country, you will always imagine that you want to come here with your friends or lovers...

How do I adapt with a different life after having my life in Malaysia?
Being in a foreign country, not understanding a single word that people say?
Missing my friends and work?
I give myself a target, a countdown... Making sure that I stay alive everyday, feed myself...
Keeping a diary again, this time, without missed...
In a busy city, where people do not slow down just to have a glance...
People who moved to live a life in other country are usually:
A> people who wanted to ran away from reality
B> brave people who want to know more about the world
C> for work
Which one is me?
i would choose A...
running away from the mess i made in my old life is actually not part of the plan...
The decision made in just 2 days... is like a lightning bolt... everything happened so fast without me' actually thinking the consequences...
and yet, I've made a few mistakes.
First, i did not informed my friends well, my best friends have question all over their head...
Two, my target was not confirmed...
I'm hungry... sorry, that's random, back to the counting...
Three, everything did not go according to the plan...
Yes, the PLAN... The mastermind of it did ran away, being irresponsibility...
After all, what can I do?
3 months of target-less staying is a real waste of money and time...
But, I'm trying... yes I'm trying to feel better instead of thinking negative thoughts...
Why people here hate English?
Will I feel better if I understand them? ABSO-FU*KIN-LUTELY!
Flu became my regular customer here, it's going on and off like nobodies business...
Seeing my life way too seriously, why don't I pause, rest and have fun for a while, it's just 3 months, then I'll be back in my own world again... Vacation~
It's just how hard is it to be in the 'fun mode'??
Is not easy when you have this kinda guilty-minded thinking all over your brain...
well, I'm not spending my own but sponsored and i feel so bad about it...
Sometimes i wanna blame myself from asking 'why can't i earn more?'
Reality always slaps you hard, that's why...

2011-11-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

Today's a cold day, finally i see rain here... not that Rain... i'm no lucky girl... haha!~

Perfect hot tea plus hot Ramen cup... yummy~

2011-11-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

Anyway~ another new socks...

2 months more

2011-11-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

'My 2 months more' decision has just been made...
It's my final decision as i want to see the snow...
I thought I won't be seeing snow for the rest of my life...
No, I'm gonna see it... so, i can't wait~ ^^

Is getting colder, is harder to wake up every morning and is even tougher to go to class, everybody here likes walking... BUT NOT ME!
I still prefer driving...
Is it just me or most people here have the potential of being a wrestler... whatever movie or drama i watch here, the hero always 1 vs 10 and always win without getting hurt...
or movie of wacking their woman...
or... a rich guy trying to change a poor girl's life, IT'S SO CLASSIC~
so so so classic~
another meaning of classic means boring... (my definition)

As for the internet line, is not mine... it belongs to a nice gentlemen staying beside my room...
If he leaves, no more connection for me... 2 month without connection?? that's when i want to go home time...
Tv commercial here are weird... VERY WEIRD... like JAPAN...LOL
2 gay guy showing their phone off attract a bunch of people around them... true HD rrrrrrr...

Happy Birthday to Beatrice~~ 생일축하해요

2011-10-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

Today, is a big day for my cousin, Beatrice~~

TaDa~~

Happy Birthday~~

생일축하해요~

It's so happy to celebrate her birthday together with a lot of friends~

Friends from Hong Kong too...

nice frame huh?? i mean the purple framed photo...

it's from an instant camera...

before we went to Baskin Robbins...

we had this super delicious... chicken... xD

after you finish the chicken, a small one... and it's the whole chicken...

you can order noodle or rice and it will be mix into the soup...

eating this in super cold weather will be the perfect choice!!

it's gonna be a week...

2011-10-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

felt better with my room... i love my room more than any places...

i went out for walk today, today's weather not that cold...
it's gonna be winter... winter cloths sold everywhere... even socks...
i saw 2 cute socks so i bought them... kitty and pooh... xD

this car brand Oasis Sm5... i seldom see this in Malaysia but there're a bunch here...

even the taxi here are branded Hyundai Sonata
compare to Malaysia's Proton... ==
(better left speechless)

this is Korean waffle... vanilla flavor.. yummy~

that's a bunch of phone case stall.. you can see this everywhere in this city, oh ya,

it's between Samsung and Iphone here... you can't see any other phone brand...

2 bears having tea...

it's tea time~~ xD

this road is called....woman's street... it's so crowded... a lot of things but not cheap...

한국

2011-10-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

This is all the thing I've been doing, eating and looking these few days...

i felt lost... but still a lil fun out of everything...

day 1

this rice, i don't know what it's called but it's really spicy if you pour all the sos into the rice

(just like what i did...)

the guy who work in treated me this yogurt after our meal.. xD

can you believe that's my bag... LOL

i laugh whenever i saw this photo!! is so damn funny!!

scarf... thank you my friends!!!

this is... spicy tofu 'sundobuchige'

with side dishes

i ate this in yonsei university... hot!

it's during inside the aeroplane... that's KL at night...

this is potato chicken with 'fan see'...

and lots of gravy... is quite nice thou... huge portion for 6 person...

shops in korea~

it's very crowded even it's weekdays' night time...

egg with bun... egg inside the bun... lol whatever...

buildings and a huge + road...

the trees are turning into red colour..

this is... noodle... jajangmyun

or black bean sauce noodle...it's spicy

another tree turning red

this is something like bento... beef

yonsei university's rooftop

yellow tree~~

this is in the yonsei campus... is so huge inside

i don't know what's that building for, it look old, still in the campus

that's my friend from Japan, Kii~

Day 5

2011-10-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

i still do not like this place... although the dancing here is great....
i still like malaysia though... but this place's studio have a lot of audition class...
Audition Class, yeah, they train people to become STAR...
Everywhere in Korea, they can be STAR... but of course, is really hard to achieve...
Is so so so so so so cold... i'm so so so so so sick..
i think i had fever... i couldn't stand here so i'll go back earlier!!

KOREA

2011-10-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

Korea really suck if it's cold...
Nothing can be done...
I'm staying in my room when i have nothing to do...
even going to toilet is a problem...
i feel like screaming loudly...
stupid person in charge... i wanna curse him till he pokkai!!

Korea

2011-10-18T03:09:00.000+08:00

I will be going to Korea for a while...
I heard is cold there...
I wonder if I will be alright...
My friends are all sad...
I need to learn Korean language as much as possible...

cherry blossom~

2011-10-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

this is the chance that i've waited for so long...
i've decided, i have nothing to lose!
maybe this is the only opportunity that i've got

%

2011-10-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

60% of my life time are asking 'why?' and sometimes i never get the answer...
until yesterday, my friend told me, the earth is round... well, think of that, nothing is impossible right? you'll find an answer to every questions... the only thing is, do you accept the answer...
i think, everything is with an answer, if you choose not to accept the answer, then forever you won't be able to get the answer... if you choose to accept it, you'll happily move on...
same goes to understanding... if someone choose not to understand, it means, no matter how hard you explain it, they'll not listen... and that's it...
as in learning, 30% of teaching, 70% is based on the student...
nobody can blame a teacher for being bad in teaching, there's only student not concentrating and no heart for learning...
love, does this feeling still exist in this world?
i saw people being so desperate and being with someone they don't like...
does it make people being so blind? really?
people who are so dependent, they just can't be alone...
no matter how they don't like someone, they still want to be together with that person, why?
money? sometimes, the word 'pride' disappeared in their dictionary, no where can be found...
some are even worst... two timed... polyamorous
well, nowadays, people think that they have too much choices, and they forget about responsibilities...
i feel so sorry for the people around them, especially when it comes to kids...

2011-10-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

it's really tempting to go outside today..
very very boring staying at home...
downloading songs and browsing youtube dance videos are too bored for me....

finally a message replied from carol, tonight vincent ask for yamcha, he didn't ask you?
haha, well, he did not... maybe i disappeared for too long...
due to over budget on september, yeah, i disappeared, is all about spending when you step out of your home...

better catch up today...

MY DAD!!

2011-10-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

i'm happy to have a dad...

i'm stupid enough to hit my hand on the sink while walking to the bathroom, when my dad saw that, he told me he'll throw the sink away to make me feel that i'm not stupid...
i thought he's joking... the next moment, after my bath, i saw he's trying to move the sink away to make sure that i won't hit on the same spot twice... indeed he joke about throwing it, but he's real for moving it away...
Dad, I love you!

at that night...
i saw this on youtube...

it makes me want to appreciate my dad even more...!
he's so happy when he watched my ballet concert, he smiles when i call 'dad' for fun, he praises me 'wow, my daughter has such a good skill! i'm so proud of you~' for parking my car nicely, he's always there when he heard that i had an accident, even it's a small accident... or even i overbudget on something that wasting money, he will think 'it's ok, as long as i'm happy'
i'm lucky to have the best dad in the whole world!
sincerely, i wish my dad to be healthy and happy always...
thanks for bringing me up and not complaining for anything that i did wrong...thank you~ i love you!

2011-10-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO October~~
How do you do~
I'm Joey~
LOL!!
i'm starting to crap now...
i start to miss that day when me and my best friends hang out together...

being so lazy to ask the question... i printscreen on my iphone and send this pic to stef...

but the-dumb-me forget to reply cris about that and we ended up in Mid Valley...

someone's been so classical to use matches than a lighter...

due to Michelle who do not know us, we had fun talking about our secondary school's moment

yeah, stef is a bit shy so she hid behind me... =P

My birthday presents.... Thanks everyone~~~
My new kicks!!

Beats by Dre... 'fantabulous'!!!!

shhhhhhhhh~~~

that's 2011... xD thanks mom for sponsoring part of it as birthday present...

Super happy!!!

becareful everyone!! the world is not safe anymore...

2011-09-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

My friend just got robbed... thank god she's safe!!
these lazy ass or perhaps i should say bastards never want to work and come out at night and rob everyone...
one with license, 1 without license...
why is the police so hardcore giving roadblocks?
really catching bad people at night??
if really doing so, and i'll apologizing for offending them...
hell is waiting for all the badass...

2011-09-21T17:37:00.002+08:00

damn broke this month...
all bills suddenly pop up...
headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alkan - Scherzo Diabolico

2011-09-21T17:24:00.000+08:00

it's magic...

supposed a happy day

2011-09-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

Do not ask me to go to lot 10 or garden's adidas outlet anymore... i would kill someone for bringing me there...
how would i express these unsatisfactory feeling?
it's your responsibility for not informing properly to your customers...
there's 2 types of voucher... and you are suppose to explain clearly!
the manager in adidas outlet is really a lazy bump...
till the staff have to go in and out the store room just to inform the situation that's happening outside...
the only one person i respect there is the malay girl who can speak well mandarin!
her mandarin is even better than me! she tried her best to explain everything to us, and apologizing for the mistakes that her colleague did...
this "www.3stripes.co" is so freaking stupid...!
if you want to upgrade something, please send mails!!!
'sorry, you cannot use the old card, you have to upgrade the card to 3 stripes then only we can give you discount'
your freaking upgrade and discount waste my 2 hours and the half and i nearly did not buy anything at the end...
FRANKLY,
i rather NOT buying anything today...
moody on our way home...
the first time i felt shopping in suffer...

traffic jam (many times)

2011-09-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

Due to the traffic condition...

Which has gone worst to CRITICAL,

I'll never like to drive again,

Since the government is not doing anything,

The cars are getting more and more...

Who the hell also have a car and drive recklessly...

Today i saw, traffic light already is RED,

that freaking car still accelerate, the car from the other side freaked out and break, but the car behind didn't manage to do so and crash on the car...

There, a reckless driver who didn't follow the traffic light and caused an accident...

that car didn't even bother to stop and look at the problem he caused...

A lot of irresponsible drivers nowadays...

i think the drivers are too young...

and they never think of the consequences...

being so irresponsible makes you look like a bitch...

perhaps somebody should upgrade our public transport, like singapore...

1 family 1 car... instead of 1 person 1 car...

save money, save petrol, save environment...

carpool...

raise all the car's price!

another thing... the more tax i pay, the more guilty i feel, helping those lazy bumps...

if i have license to kick all your asses, i think i'll be very busy starting from then!!

you fucked up country fags...

2011-09-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

look at this cute little duck here...

quack~

wth.. it's a dragon!

with lots of toothpick on the ass

haha... this cute little spiky-ass-dragon is from a Taiwan restaurant in The Gardens, Midvalley

I've pass through this restaurant a lot of time...

everytime, a lot of people dining here and i don't feel like waiting for place...

reserving is also a bad idea...

but... yesterday, finally, had a chance to try...

cute little teapot and cup...

very nice oolong jasmine chinese tea...

food here are salty... (for me)

the environment are not that good too...

mainly is because of i do not like the table arrangement here...

no space, no private...

i accidentally heard the conversation of some customers beside me...

it makes me feel so rude...

well...

yes, it's Jay's signature...

recent favorite "soft drink"

LOL.. Erdinger in Library~

2011-09-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

"Shark fin has no taste and no nutrional value and high levels of mercery (mercury) so not even good to eat! What a waste!" - limjunyong

i went to her channel and i saw this video...

the sea turn RED!!!

who's gonna help them? stop animal cruelty...

Make a difference...

2011-09-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

2011-09-04T21:53:00.001+08:00

Writing in facebook is like telling your world about how you feel...
and for you to know, writing in facebook about someone on his wall is like telling his world that he's an idiot...
Yes, the main point~
The main point is, have you ever respect others? It's someone who told me this, If you want people to respect you, first you have to respect yourself and second you have to respect people around you, and you'll gain respect from others...
Acting to respect someone and truly respecting someone are 2 different things...
It's like karma, "what comes around, goes around", just like the world, it's round... in fact it's sphere, things inside will go round and round and round... (macam merry-go-round)
If you treat someone like this now, next time, people will treat you back the same way...
you're living so up high in your own ego world, have you ever think of people around you?
Being your friend, I do not want to see your pathetic behavior, What I told you, you never listen...
In fact, you never even pay attention to anyone cuz you're in your own high world...
You seek attention like telling everyone "hey, i'm doing this, praise me now"
or forcing yourself to be the greatest? why do you need to do that? what are you trying to show us??
people outside keep telling me about your bad stuffs... till i can't even remember what they say...
do you think i bother? I'm keeping quiet... Your being effected us badly... But, we're still keeping quiet...
Reading this will make you mad... stand in our position and think... stand in our dignity and think...
respect our priority and think again... think 'are you really suppose to be mad?' 'are you really respecting people?' 'are you doing great and enjoying your life?'
you are now in a black hole... too deep... till I don't recognize you anymore...
During this period, what can I say? All the best... May god bless you...

2011-09-04T01:07:00.000+08:00

Seriously i need to go on diet... OHMIGODDD~~ I'M FAT!!!
Friends around me will definitely say, NO~ YOU'RE NOT~
Different people Different perspective...
If i think I need diet, then i really need it~
If I listen to all of your opinions, I'll need you to give me a lot of reasonable reasons for doing it...

2011-08-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home~

nothing's better than being at home...

in a nice and cozy bedroom...

2011-08-30T17:12:00.000+08:00

Another boring day...

I'm currently in Johor...

It's raining cats and dogs... (as if a lot of animal flew down from the sky)

I'm looking at the window and wondering when's the rain going to stop...

With the annoying sound of a flute...

And suddenly someone asked me, are you 22 years old?

What the...

Now the whole world know I'm 22...

Later dinner...

another day of waste in Johor...

My cousin.. ^^

At last we camwhore whole day... That's very interesting thing to do...

Tyres

2011-08-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

I've learn something today, it totally change the perspective of mine towards a Mechanic...
Ladies and Gentlemen, if you think that you understand a CAR very well, why not try changing a tyre...
Yeah, many will say 'That easy~ just take out and put in the spare one'...
Haha! Go ahead and change just one tyre! Yes! It's EASY...............to say~
People always say, 'don't judge the book by it's cover'... Yeap, it took me 1 hour to change all 4 tyres...
and after that I just lying down on the floor like a dead body...
Strength is not just all needed... Can you imagine a working day of a mechanic...
Experience different thing in life will help to know more about the world... That's a very valuable lesson...
If you have time, why not try once?

Failure? or Understanding?

2011-08-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

Is hard to find someone to understand me well...

Yes, indeed... sometimes stop, sit down, and think...

Why do people say that?
Did you ever let anyone having a chance to know you?
or
Did you ever sincerely talk to someone with your heart?
...
Since that day, the thing happened...
I've automatically set a defense mechanism that if anything happens, I'll shut down the 'Social' nerve (LOL what the hell I'm saying)
Feeling insecure is very normal, but too much will cause harm to people around you...
(TO WHOM SO EVER, NO OFFENSE, IS JUST A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION)
If you want people to understand you more, you have to explore more, you'll have to be daring enough to outcome yourself instead of simply thinking within yourself...
No one can help you if you keep within yourself... sooner or later, it'll caused misunderstanding, just like I and now regretting... It's too late now... nothing can take back whatever I've said...

No matter how, I still don't know what I want to achieve...
But no matter what happen, my target will still be the same!

If I have a chance to go back, I'll choose Art instead of Science...
At least my creativity is better than my logicality...

The path that i choose can never go back as I'm not hanging half way...

I just don't know where to start back...

Part of the lesson of my life, I've learn something valuable from someone i respect...
Failure is not the most painful thing in life, it is the procedure of crawling back up, when you do not have support from anyone, that's the most suffering thing ever...

M.N.C...~^^

2011-08-20T06:59:00.000+08:00

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Message:

Butterflies done...

Sleepy...

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My new chapter...~^^

2011-08-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

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Message :

War with bunch of paper butterflies~

Die die also will finish making all of it!!

Here I go!!!

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2011-08-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

RECOVERING

2011-08-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

I always stand-by for replacement,

now, nobody willing to help me when i'm in such hard time...

A Sincere Gratitude from me to All of you...

Thank you for treating me in such a Good manner...

Good Luck with yours future~

candies...

2011-08-16T03:27:00.000+08:00

i never know there are candies that look so weird...

apa apa macam pun ada...

ear...

eye...

brain...

finger...

who dare to eat these candies?

Flightplan

2011-08-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

Flightplan is a thriller film in 2005...

It's one of my favorite movie..

starring Jodie Foster...

What if someone you love suddenly disappeared?

Someone took everything you live for...

What will you do?

The best scene is when Kyle (Jodie Foster) holding her daughter, Julia, walking off the plane after all the incident...

and when the crews and passengers realize that her daughter is really exists...

She never give up at all although everyone think that she's mad...

2011-08-08T03:16:00.000+08:00

My friend's mood is not too good...

It makes me feel bad too...

I hope she can live her life happily...

I went to Malacca yesterday..

I had so much fun but I'm too tired...

I felt asleep in car... that's so not like me...

Everyday i live my life like a robot...

...

I want to go to the beach....

I want to view the seaside...

Take a lot of pictures...

And i want to buy a new DSLR camera...

SAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz...

back to reality....

yesterday...

seriously... how can i go on diet when ..........

.....

coconut shake!!!

satay celup!!!!!

weeeeeeee~~~~~~

I LOVE MALACCA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next time go beach!!

2011-08-05T02:28:00.001+08:00

Too depressed to blog...
But.....
I'm lucky to be around with all good peoples...

I'm so addicted to this song recently...

Skrillex Remix- La Roux - In For The Kill (Dubstep Mix)...

not all people like this kinda song... i like the rhythm... rare rhythm...

back to my studies... I've got my teaching certificate... but i don't feel that happy at all... for so long time i waited and i did not feel anything when i received it...

too much competitions nowadays... everybody wanted fame... all contest are not fair...

the mosquito season is around the corner... beware while driving... beware not to be bitten by huge mosquitoes...

my car is really in the hospital now...

My guitar is out of tune.. i need to tune it... anyone?! anyone can tune guitar?? and teach me how to play it...

I'm primary in music theory... study hard!

2011-07-31T22:41:00.001+08:00

When i open the fridge... i see these
>>>

THANKS MOM!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!! <3

another accident...

2011-07-31T00:18:00.001+08:00

no no...
no!!!
it's not me this time...
it's brother...
he's clumsy... rookie driver...

crash on a taxi...
who knows a taxi driver could be so chicken... or purposely?

cause the condition of the taxi is quite bad...
in bad shape? like the bumper has already got hit...
my unfortunate brother crash into it...
that's really unlucky plus some noob skill...
yeah... everyone gotta experience something like this so that they'll be more careful next time...
the first thing that came out of the taxi driver's mouth is : sure thing is a spoil brat...

Dear taxi driver,
me and my brother's whole life!!!!!! we really want to be a spoil brat!
so that we won't have to work so damn hard... for what??
If we were spoil brats... it's our DRIVER who's driving... not US!
You are not a spoil brat, but what i see is, you're still a taxi driver... at your age...
Thank you~

If my brother is not a gentleman... he would punch you right on your face as soon as you get out of your rent taxi...

Brother, please be careful next time... =)

2011-07-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

shoe print...

someone risk her life peeing? (definately her cause i saw it in the ladies)

lol...

in that kinda position??

i wonder how many kgs can the toilet bowl support.....

or i really can't imagine it breaks while someone is standing on it? wow...

well, what can i say... good luck~

2011-07-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

dead mouse...

boiling kettle... cattle??

yeah... i'm too bored for today... and i wasted my time today...

this is a new brand of bread...

there's nothing wrong with wheat germ.... really... no problem~

but SERIOUSLY? GERMA GAMDUM??

why germa? not kuman? LOL... kuman gandum...

i've been watching this Tv series again and again... and again~

very very hilarious style of investigation

lots of questions.....

2011-07-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

why knocking the door goes after trying opening the door?
i realize that mom always do that... she'll attempt to twist the door knob and then knock the door cause the door is locked... isn't knocking the door the first step before opening the door...

what's the purpose of wearing a seatbelt?? cause generally people were afraid of the police more than their own safety...
mom : quick, buckle your seatbelt, there's a police behind us...
me : ... (quickly buckling seatbelt)
what's the point of being safe then??

Bribes... sensitive issue..... bribery like running a business?
A : the speed limit is 80km/h, but you drove 90km/h
B : ...
A : i have to give you a traffic ticket
B : can you help?
A : sure
B : I only can give you 10bucks
A : No, at least 20...
B : ................ok..20 then!
A : .....(waiting)
B : I have a piece of 50 bucks... do you mind to give me back the balance?
A : ... (waited for a while) ... (searching the wallet)... (hand over 30bucks)
B : ... can i go now?
A : ok, have a nice day and don't speed
B : (drove away) what the hell...?

My friend told me this and he still can't believe it happened...
Anything could be happening nowadays...

My finger~

2011-07-23T22:50:00.003+08:00

it's really tough to keep the blog up-to-date...

no wonder i see all my friend's blog... NEVER UPDATE...

or once in a blue moon or purple (my fav color is purple... =D)

recently i felt that i lost something precious...

'TIME'

MY FINGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

something happened in my class today...

is either between my finger or my 4 years old student's finger got slam on the door...

i choose to put my hand in between the door just to block some idiot from shutting it to make sure that my student did not get slammed by the stupid door....!

N: teacher, why are your face turn red ??

Me: because i'm hungry... ... ... ... ... ...

(and she's still don't know what happen)

N: then faster go eat something...

Me: ohh... okay~ (i think i cried...)

till now, she still don't know what happen!!

=='''
is not that worst actually, i still spend my Saturday night playing pool~ xD my fav~~ fav~~

i caught a blur kid yesterday...

blur-er than me!!!!! wow!!!!!!

i'm not that blur anymore...

he just woke up from sleep...

with nice hairstyle like GOKU~

i hate people biting straw...

it's so freaking dirty~!

and poisonous...!!

because it's plastic!

how can someone bites the straw till it become... like this...!

yiyerrrrr~

great~ another TOYOTA PASSO or PERODUA MYVI?... toyota myvi or perodua passo?
I THINK IS PERODUA-TOYOTA-(ed) PASSO-MYVI (weird and impossible combination)
did these 2 company's child hanging out together and finally got married and combined the title?(like korean drama~)
or did someone copied someone else's product just like the NEW Proton Inspira?
I prefer the amazing 2nd option~
Who's gonna high 5 me? xD

why people want to modify the car till changing it's brand? and if you hate it so much,

why don't they just buy a new nicer car like Audi? or Peugeot? or Volkswagen?

although you changes it's appearance, you still can't change the fact that it's a myvi!

unless you change the whole engine too or make their children to hang out together and make them get married...!

2011-07-19T02:14:00.000+08:00

I've been hanging out with Healthy Babies gang lately...
Kingsley admitted to Sunway Hospital for already 4 days... Because of Fever virus...
It's horrible... He's just six and i felt so sad for him... i hope he could recover as fast as possible...
i couldn't bare to see him suffer anymore...
i went to visit him in the hospital for the pass 2 days... he doesn't look good...
her sister was very very sad...

Last Saturday, i was suppose to be in Genting.. but ended up in Midah8 for some reason...
I hate people kept asking me things after i confirmed everything!!!
it always ended up nothing after a lot of questions...
The show was worth it, Magical Musicals...
At least the dancers are great and the female vocalist are fantastic...
the guys... well... too old and out of shape...
well... look at the poster.....
i thought it would be the same guy... it's not... maybe he took that picture few decades ago...

i thought disney would be great... i mean the production was great but the male lead isn't what i expected...

that's the stage in sunway, near the beach...

after that, we went to sunway hospital and we saw this in the entrance...

No ICE!!

ice baby ice baby~

someone should fix the notice...

In the Gardens... There's Moo Cow...

seriously... selling yogurt with different toppings...

Rm10.90 for this Moo Cow Peach and Pumpkin seed topping yogurt...

Nicee =)

The place is cute too...

a Giant Moo Cow...

Moo-ing in every few minutes..

LOL 'it's soooooooo good' ~~

Mamalia the cow...

Sophia the chicken...

and there's a story...

After that, i watched a movie...

Mr Popper's Penguin ~

it's soooo funny...

good storyline, cute penguins... and definitely a genius actor..

Next target of movie is 'Johnny English'

2011-07-16T14:51:00.002+08:00

my gosh... i've being prank by my student...

keith...

LOL

he's so cute.. but...

very very good in acting...

i put the dvd on the table...

then i go do something else...

and when i come back to the table,

my dvd's not there anymore...

there... it's just behind me... i was finding it for 10 minutes!!!

who's beside me??

answer : Keith

me : 'where's my dvd?'

Keith : i duno~~~

me : ok...

then when i look behind... it's there... and he laugh!!

then, revenge time...

strategies : 1 > on webcam

2 > prepare

3 > call him...

4 > when he turn over, snap~!~~!~

first picture... first expression...

next picture of realizing that his picture is being snap... LOL!!!

aww.....

he's one of the cutest kid!

Keith during concert..

smile~~

a little bit chubby...

2009's concert

Keith the bee~~

the one and only male lead in my whole class...

i put him in the middle of the stage...

surrounded by all the leng luis... xD

that's his younger sister, Cassandra

and Fabian... his elder brother...

when you combine their names, Keith , Fabian and Cassandra

initially will become KFC...

LOL...

kids...

2011-07-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

I really can't communicate with kids...
I don't understand what they do or thinking...
Kids never think so much like adults did...
Maybe it's me who's the complicated one...
The more i didn't get along, the more i want to communicate with them...
I have a lot of ideas and i try and try but it always end up FUNNY...
I'm a rebellious person, the more i don't like or scare of something, the more i want to try...
like :
cycling
swimming
even bungee jumping...
that's the 3 things that i scare out of the list (that means more!! LOL)
water
sharks
high places
pregnant woman
ghost
speed
stage fright... (worst)
blackout
kids

Just like the twins I'm handling on my Thursday class...
i set a time period of 3 months... 3 months they can't perform what i expected, I'll try another formula...
this month would be the second month...
of all kids... i still love this class...

they just did their exam and they're now in Primary...
they're my best class now...
^^

'near' yet 'far' away...

2011-07-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

I have a best friend, who's a wonderful person...
Great personality, sociable, nice, innoccent and cute, pretty and pretty charming too...
You can fall in love with her by just talking to her...
we used to chat, help each other, trade secrets, joke or lame around, hang out...

that was last time...

We didn't see each other for a long time... like a year? or few months...

I'm so surprise when i see her today...
Well, she's still her.. all the same... more mature...
the thing is, i feel strange...

is like i just know her... i don't know how to explain...
maybe i'm not used to seeing her anymore...
looks like i need to communicate with her MORE to make sure she's still my best friend!!

cute cute cute~~

2011-07-12T20:20:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaa....

perfect couple... i mean in the TV series 'Wax and Wane'

i love them so so much...

Ron and Kate

summary

2011-07-11T20:02:00.001+08:00

i shouldn't watch this drama... it makes me more emo!
after watching this drama...
i felt so pity for the female character...
she is so in love with a guy..
the guy is married but the guy is supposed to be together with this female character...
i feel so bad when this girl have to love this guy in secret , can't be together with him and has to keep quiet although a lot of rumors saying that she's the bad one , when she can deserve better!
at the end, she died in a car crash when she's trying to save the guy...

there's a song and a ship in this drama, always stuck in my mind now...

maybe because of pirates of the Caribbean, i fell in love with the ship... it's so beautiful...

5pm...

2011-07-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 5pm from nap just now...

i was suppose to go to class at 4pm....

maybe too tired??

i never stay up late nowadays...

yesterday i celebrate dad's birthday..

this is the... i don't know what to call it... it's a lot of food in a pot...

nice cake??

sugar free cake...

recently i can sleep well..

back to the square...

emo..

haiz...

boring life... just like robot...

couple

2011-07-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

What's a definition of 'couple'??

Nowadays, i see a lot of young couples...

is it because of curiosity?

or desperation?

some people just can't stay single... they'll die...

some couple for fun...

some even worst... which i don't want to say, cause most of my friends are...

as for some people, even they do not have any feelings as they felt so bored, but they remain couple...

the question is , 'why make yourself so suffering??'

'why are you wasting your time?'

i always think...

'the longer it delay, the worst it'll get...'

just like barbecue...

nobody want to eat a burnt sausage...(that sound so wrong in every way... LOL)

Trust is another serious thing... without trust, the relationship will never work...

respect is also another serious issue..... like what i witness today... (we really don't know where to hide our face although is a small matter...)

Ashton Book - Try

season

2011-07-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

becareful while driving nowadays...

beware of the traffic lights or any minor mistakes that human always make while driving...

there's huge mosquitoes everywhere around the road these 2 3 months...

every year around these time, some mosquitoes will suddenly become so active and block everywhere...

take care and good luck, my friends (who's driving)~

29/6/2011

2011-07-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

there's even fake eggs nowadays... please be more careful while purchasing...

it's random when i whatsapp Ivan and say, let's go watch transformer...

so, he picked me up and we went

to the curve and 1U...

i found out that the curve and 1U are 2 different places...

i nearly make Ivan vomit blood while trying to guess the place's name around that area...

it's so messy inside...

for me,

no GPS = no driving...

no friend beside = no driving...

I'M SO HOPELESS...

mom and dad are super good in memorizing roads...

when it comes to me, i never get it...

i just don't know why...

maybe i'm naturally an idiot... teehee~

Transformer.. really good...

till

till....

no tickets available in GCS from Gold class to normal...

for A WEEK??!?!?!

WTF...!

that's so Mad...

i'll never get to watch it...

that's our original plan for yesterday...

dinner and movie

the traffic was so so jam.. Ivan bought an angry bird.. among many many colors... ..

he bought the ugliest one... the black kamikaze bird...

it's not fluffy,

it's not adorable,

and it's the last one in the stall...

so, he brought him back...

=='''

we reach the curve around 8.30pm...

no more ticket for transformer.. so we have our dinner at KimGary...

i think the chef's an asshole...

mine...

look like my 3 years old student's cooking

Ivan's...

it's so unfair!!!!!! i want to see the manager!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i took the picture...

Ivan : you're gonna blog it, aren't you?

Me : Hell yeah!

next destination was... 1U

same thing... no tickets available...

we were both disappointed...

and we ended up playing pool...

purple panda

2011-06-28T18:01:00.000+08:00

i'm going to prove that purple PANDA

is cute!!!!!!!!!!!

first, an origami purple panda...

second...

a doll, purple... panda...

how adorable.... xD

and then, some cartoon or background purple-ish panda...

the last would be a weird one...

ivan would be happy to laugh at me... because it's ugly..!!!!!!!!!!

well... panda is cute too... at least better than Barney...

the ugly big fat scary purple dinosaur....

if my face turn purple... i think i might have fever... a 'very high' fever... LOL

27/6/2011

2011-06-27T23:56:00.001+08:00

i did a few things today...

actually a lot of 'few things'

including... jogging, training, drive, sing karaoke...

based on wikipedia, karaoke is... is.. is.... is a form of interactive entertainment or video game in which amateur singers sing along with recorded music (and/or a music video) using a microphone and public address system. The music is typically a well-known pop song minus the lead vocal. Lyrics are usually displayed on a video screen, along with a moving symbol or changing color and/or music video images, to guide the singer. In some countries, a karaoke box is called a KTV. It is also a term used by recording engineers translated as "empty track" meaning there is no vocal track.

lol.. it's a game...

oh ya, "a lot 'few things' "

dinner........

in capricciosa...

first dish..

black ink spaghetti??

crab meat tomato spaghetti

four cheese pizza (best!!!!!!!!)

lazy to walk but i went shopping... xD

i saw...

domo!!!

this domo is bigger than me... ==

LOL

this thing... is a child from that 2 thing above??

reach home around 10pm... == so so so sleepy...

Sleeping pills...

2011-06-27T02:54:00.001+08:00

Recently can't sleep again... sleeping pills would be useful...

i use to play with my torch light... but the battery run low again...

IF so Unlucky, Suddenly!~

just if...

suddenly black out..

should i yell??

oh ya... a huge 7/11 without selling AA battery...

how 'great' is that...

and i purposely went to 7/11 to buy the batteries...

and

there's no batteries...

like no need to restock??

how if a couple ... err...

ok... a conversation for example...

*a guy went into a 7/11 store and... searching for something*

*went to counter and speak*

guy : do u sell rubber?

staff : out of stock...

guy : WTF...

**get back in car and...

guy : out of stock

girl : **(mode suddenly turned off)**...

how would 'he' feel??

this guy, is the most 'thick face' guy that i had ever seen in my life..

like the 'thickest' face of all thick face... lol.. i don't even know wth is that..

there's a sign writting...

'no fat chick' and a sign crossing out a fat woman...

then i drove nearer to that car and... looked at the driver..

i nearly crash on the front car...

why??

hahahahaha...

there's a fat guy sitting in that car...

straight away i think 'no wonder'

maybe the car can't support 2 giant...

(i'm sorry... it's so bad... xD)

this is the next thing i want to complain...

the housing area...

and suddenly there's a freaKING block!!!

it's been there for sometime...

and all my friends that wanted to pick me up, they're always lost in that area and have to make a big turn to get out...

why do you people block it??

at first, they'll unblock it in the morning and block it back after 8pm...

but nowadays... the guard become so lazy... never even bother looking at it...

do you people know how inconvenient that thing is??

what if there's emergency??

like there's a case of the fire fighter use up 30 minutes to open up a block just to let the fire engine to pass through and they never even have time to save the people inside a burning house...

an innocent woman and a very very young child died...

Just because of those selfish and irresponsible people...

next...

please do not forget your keys...

i gotta say, that's so embarrassing to report to the police if the car was driven away...

(i'm so bad cause i laugh at it...)

someone's broom went sky diving.. LOL xD

correction : he score 100 marks...full marks...

movies

2011-06-24T03:06:00.000+08:00

there's a lot of movies that i've not seen yet...

a lot of them are crap...

i really hate boring movies...

kung fu panda

would be a lame movie if i'm not a kid...

or perhaps i shouldn't watch with an idiot...

everything is not funny anymore...

or it's funny but it's not natural anymore...

like... old Charlie Chaplin or Pink Panther Cartoon...

maybe the writers ran out of ideas...

or another lucky writer...

that ended up like J K Rowling

i rather watch cartoon than watching those new lame movies...

my favorite lame cartoon show would be still...

Oggy and the Cockroaches

tom and jerry

and

finally a normal anime... a quite old one...

Detective Conan

because i like suspense stories

i've been his fan for quite a long time...

and also Arthur Conan Doyle's Sherlock Holmes...

although i hate the ending... but it's good stories... most important is, i won't fall asleep...

...

2011-06-22T15:46:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry...

i don't know what to write...

i'm bored and...

probably this is the hottest person alive... (copy amanda's)

>>
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=554478530&ref=ts

go and have a look... xD

the neighbourhood...

2011-06-22T01:14:00.001+08:00

After that stupid cybercafe's opening...

all kinds of people went to visit...

and why people like to visit this CC...?

it's 24 hours...

since day 1, a lot of junk park around the neighbour hood...

i'm not saying about the car...

the car is good...

Mercedes SLK, Nissan Fairlady, even once Nissan GTR parked there...

all cars with P sticker...

i feel sorry for all of your parents...

that's what happen to all rich people's children..... (Naturally?)

we call them rich bastards...

throw you in a jungle, probably you'll die in half day...

ok... the point is... parking...

here's some evidence...

there's more!

it's housing area!

this is even worse!!

seriously?? in the middle??

my friend who came to my house nearly crashed on these fuckers car cause he can't see it... plus the road is dim...

even a pilot with the best eyesight will nearly crash on them!

these empty spaces are for neighbours... not! CC bastards!!

here's a rough sketch for the picture above...

purple - neighbour's car...

blue - bastards who is still in CC now... i mean now!

22/6/2011 1.08am!!

sooner or later, there will be a crash on that T-junction...

and there's many many block around my house...

my friends who know where i stay probably will understand what i say, cause, they always LOST when going to my house!!!

syllabus change course

2011-06-17T00:19:00.001+08:00

The real course, which I've been studying and practicing since few weeks ago...

it came out worse than i thought...

supposing-ly it'll be answers for the questions which i've been thinking for a long time (i mean things that is related to this course, and of course, things that is not related still need to be think...)

it came up... MORE questions to all of questions and more questions coming up...

is this called dilemma? confusion? dilemma? confusion?

'oh my gosh~ which one is the leg? and which one is the toe? and where is your knee? do you even have a knee? did you bring your brain? or you're just moving around?' wth... that's random!

LOL

Brian told me to 'relax~'

yeah, cuz he's not the one who's struggling... so he ask himself to relax and watch me struggle...!

lalala~

tomorrow will be better... i hope...

=3=

The sunshine girl competition? giggles

2011-06-14T02:26:00.000+08:00

sunshine girl... the MC told us, the competition is not based on how pretty you are...
there's even an award called 'wisdom award'...
this kind of competition really makes people feel that they are very smart or pretty...
and also, the winner is a pretty girl... i mean top 7 list... ALL PRETTY GIRLS...

that's so fair of you... *fake smile*

First, these events always organize at worst place...

But when i look at THOSE sponsor... WOW!

Where all those money go?!?!?!?!!!

but at least, is better than in a car park, where i went last time...~~(i wouldn't want to say where cuz it's racist...)~~

ok... and then...

Chairs were invented for people to STAND ON IT??

how are we suppose to watch the show then??

what if i'm a very short person??

i bring my own chair??!?!?!? to stand?? like a monkey??

Next, the irresponsible act...

Clearly you can see 'many many' Rubbissssh after the event

Now i see why the end of the world is coming!

The main point i was still at this event was... waiting for these balloons to drop?

teehee...

there they goes...

when i was happily picking up some of these balloons, these kids? no, i think is Jakuns? no... maybe they are the Apes?

i mean something with brain, moving but not thinking

bursting all the balloons... the whole scene was like a WAR... *it does sound like a war...*

How old are you people?!?!? you think is cute?!

you can play at home!!

some children were crying because of these things bursting...

people who pump air into these balloons felt bad too...

haiz... ==

i saw this when i was having dinner...

it's a normal sunday dinner... around 8pm

i pity this family...

they felt asleep while waiting for the dishes...

i wonder what they did before this...

LOL

it's been a week...

2011-06-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

the terrible 'syllabus change' course...

i hate it when they change the syllabus and force us to learn the old one first....

but, what to do... i'm just a teacher... not the producer...

parking... many people have problems with parking their cars...

like these people...

i know your car is big... but, if you have no confident till ... like this... == better buy a smaller car...

save a lot of spaces!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's more terrible...

someone thinks that the road is hers...

the owner with her daughter is in the shop...

she park behind a car and block another 2 or 3 empty slots.....

o.O

what is wrong with this woman?!

there's plenty of parking slot there...

including here!

stopping by the roadside just like that?

this is public... please be responsible!

even if you park there just for a while...

recently bowling, pool and cycling are our favorite thing to do...

probably hanging out with my dear friends, is the best idea out all the best ones...

i think i gotta practice more...

Lychee with Rose tea is my favorite tea now... where ever i go, i bring a tea bag...

even my friends like it...

petrol's price went up again...

the price always increase

till people do this...

LOL

can anyone tell me, does this work?

i feel so stupid by just looking at this picture...

i wonder who 'steal' water from this thing...

oh my gosh...

**shake head**

people who did this, you're an asshole!

what if there's emergencies?

business is so tough nowadays...

how do people do promotion?

yeah... see... spend 30 bucks and get a stamp...

you can BUY a toy for RM1.90 after the collection of 40 stamp...

that's like... A LOT!!!

But mom manage to get a cat... Puss?

Look how cute he is... haha!!

JB

2011-06-05T02:56:00.001+08:00

Celebrating mom's birthday here is a good idea which doesn't come from my mind...

it was her idea...

yeah, the one who's standing up in that picture... from left, grandma, auntie, uncle

well, my mom's birthday celebration, was a great one...

strawberry yogurt flavor...

nice, not too sweet and helps to digest...

LOL

oh ya, the place...

it was a relatives' restaurant...

it's located in some palm estate and the road that connected to that place was creepy...

but it's better to travel on the day time...

it's a worthy place to explore if anyone visits JB...

a big park with a lot of rabbits and geese or swan??

fishes and fireflies...

barbecue (fresh food!)

and lot of 'a la cart' food with reasonable prices...

and most important, HUGE PARKING LOT...

BBQ~

swan? goose?????

can i barbecue those too ??? xD

that's my cousin... XD

my misarable life...

2011-06-05T02:18:00.000+08:00

Starting from the day i go back to KL from Johor,

It'll be a new beginning...

i know, everyone will go through these experiences...

i need these experiences too..

and, when i'm going through all these experiences,

i know i'm growing up...

more experience = better person

my cousin drag me to a school, when i realize what happen, i was already in a huge hall listening to a writer's speech...

in his speech, he mentioned "a successful person depends on their skills and mind, a very educated person doesn't mean that he/she will be successful."

somehow i found out that what he said was kinda logic...

it makes me feel more confident in myself...

i change it into my "career's language"

being a great teacher not necessarily need to be an excellent dancer, sometimes a normal dancer might have more understanding in a technique, is just that they can't do it or they can do it but not that nice, but they have better understanding and they can teach or explain it better.

my brother and my cousin told me something today,

breaking up a relationship does not mean the end of the world,

it means it's time to part with someone and get a new life...

in a life, it does not mean that he's the only one in the world,

the world still consist of family, friends and more friends...

mom, dad, bro

they're always are on top of my list...

i have to love myself~

suitable or not isn't a problem, as long as we love each other, nothing is impossible...

that's how i think when you asked me on the other day...

i couldn't possibly believe we were together that long time in secret just like we're having an affair...

i never get so serious before...

is like a dream,

finally I'm being forced to wake up,

when i woke up, i realize that I'm so madly in love now...

see, what have you done?

it's over now...

I'm struggling and yet, I'm an idiot...

thanks for the valuable experience...

thanks for making me realize that my family and friends are more important...

thank you for everything,

and my new chapter begins tomorrow.

where's my diary?

2011-06-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

i think someone read my diary.. and never put it back on it's place!!
if i know who's that, he or she will become zombie..!

good condition...

2011-06-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

I've been busy doing a lot of things...

My main problem doesn't trouble me anymore, have to be more careful next time...

I'm finally, officially, attached... to my job... LOL

i love you, my work, studios, students, floor, barre, shoes...

i'm finally busy!! yay~

i felt so unlucky these few days...

maybe i think too much over a lot of incidents that happened recently...

alright... have to fix my timetable now...

lesson plans~ here i am!!

today's thursday, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

hair drop

2011-05-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

i feel so so so ridiculous !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell is happening to me?!?!?!?!?!
i think I've forgotten my so-called 'principle'............

should i stay away or continue?
scramble opinions + weird feelings = suxx
(another self made equation?? ==)

Big head!! what should i do?!?!?!?!!!!

dream~

2011-05-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

Everything happened so fast just now...

is like a Dream...

accident!!

2011-05-26T03:22:00.000+08:00

After going to Korean BBQ somewhere in Ampang,

me and my another 2 friends decided to have some drinks in Suzi's corner,

After the traffic light, my car was hit by a motorcycle...

i think they slide over or something...

a lot of people helped them out and carry the motorcycle to another small road...

i stopped...

suddenly a crazy woman, took off her helmet and started to scream and yell at me, and trying to punch and kinda wack my car...

then she open my car's door...

and yell at me...

she's speaking in BM...

no offense, but i don't know what to tell her, my BM sux...

trying to respect her, i was thinking what to tell her in 'BM'

after some scolding offending me as a Chinese pig in BM...

'you got no more respect from me bitch!'

i totally shoot everything in English, i do not care if you understand or not!!

i thought i wanted to speak Chinese with them but they won't possible understand!

and then she teared off my friend's shirt...!! that really pist me off while she's trying to sexually harass my friend!! i'm so gonna file a police report!! i swear!!!

so, someone from the Suzi's corner called the police...

when they heard of police, they all RAN AWAY..

First, they have no license! (while they kept on scolding where i got my license, at least i officially have one!!!)

Second, they're gonna get in deep trouble if the police found out that they drank alcohol! (i wanted to see them in deep shit so badly)

third, 3 person on a motorcycle... (even kids know only 2 person are allowed on a motorcycle)

if you wanted me to pay for the damage, why run away while the police is helping us out to settle it??

i have nothing to hide (legally)...

Gratitude time!!~~

I'm so lucky to have my BFFS there with me when i was in deep trouble

Thanks Cris! Thanks Stef!!

but the thing is, i got so guilty when my friend, Cris, caught up on a cat fight because she's trying to protect me, while i only have to stay calm and try not to make the situation become worst...

and thanks to Stef calling for help... thanks Daniel too!

and thanks to Cris's gang of friend!

thanks to my parents, my uncle and my brother for supporting me when i called...

diet...

2011-05-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

i bought a mini white board recently,

just to write down my timetable and whatever it's important...

end up i found out that, mini white board is not enough..

to completely copy my whole schedule, i need 6 more mini white board....

means = to a big white board...

when something really important came up, i'll write on it... but............

one day,

i wrote 'diet'

bro saw and added 'eat more!!'

then mom... =.=

write diet again in mandarin...

i feel like it became a chat box more than a reminder...

used to be and forever my favorite drink in this world...

Vitagen~~

my favorite flavor would be grape.. ^^

open day 2011

2011-05-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

the world didn't end on the 21st...

so, the open day on the 22nd was very very very very very successful!!!

first, early in the morning, i had breakfast with my dear in Mcdonnald...

fish o fillet~

then , i was lost again in ampang...

i really hate that place now...

when i reached the studio, nobody was there... but...

in the '10 minutes'

many thing changes...

now i know why things can change so so so fast...

the performances was separated into 3 sessions...

i was the one who burn all the songs so i have to control the whole sound system...

first 2 session was good...

the last session which was my pre-primary students...

i heard many people say it was cute...

aww...

when my teacher ask me, is it ok to place the chairs in this studio just to keep it..

then i say ok... when she told me i have to put all the students in this studio to wait for their turn, i asked... 'will they like play these sofas??'

then she asked me back 'why?'

i told her 'see, there's a cover and a little whole here... just like the playground... fun~~'

she laughed...

end up... they really play and someone nearly slept there...

keith!!

what happen to Jarieck?

aww...

he hurt his leg while dancing, when i ask him 'do you want to rest?'

he told me 'no teacher~ i want to continue, it's nothing.. not painful'

i know it's painful...

but he wanted to continue.. all i can do is, watch him carefully..

great kid...

they're all waiting for their turn

smile~

the last session of the day~

it was a success... thank you everyone~

that's the open day for 2011...

class for 3 years old...

2011-05-21T10:50:00.001+08:00

I think I've complain this for few times

What the hell is wrong with the parents these days...

every child born to be a genius??

2 years +, 3 years +

want to have ballet class...

they can't even talk properly..

anyone can tell me what they teach in 'Pre'-Preschool?

is that 2 'Pre' there necessary??

on the second class, a parent ask me...

'any improvement on my child?'

2 3 years old...

can't pay full attention...

playing all the time...

gibberish something that any professor or scientist or even the robot can't do analysis...

'so teacher, any improvement?'

what do i say??

how do i tell them these

' I'm sorry, not much improvement. Give her more time...'

'she got short attentions'

what will they do to their child at home?

probably nag,

worse, scold 'why didn't you have improvement in ballet class??'

or WORST , wack*slap~* 'pay attention in class!!'

omygosh....

if i keep quiet, parent : 'this teacher don't know anything, i think i should move to another studio...'

conclusion, not accepting too young children for class...

normal youngest age for kid's exam in ballet are 5 years old...

that means they can only start at 4 years old...

a question to everyone

'do you remember what did you do when you're 3 years old??'

steven's farewell + kah yee's birthday

2011-05-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

both event were very successful...

Steven's farewell for NS... eventually only 3 months but we discuss like he'll never come back anymore...

so so so dramatic...

we went to a chinese restaurant which i had dinner with my family yesterday...

and again we went today for dinner...

what the hell is wrong with these young people...

suddenly went so classical...

kah yee's cake...

she CRIED...

cause it's toooooooo surprise~~

i took a lot of photos but it's all in Carol's camera...

a lil bit of disappointment... ><

but i'm glad that everyone had fun~~

that's all

2011-05-14T10:33:00.000+08:00

Exam Day~

2011-05-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

i prepared for soooo long~ long~ long~ time!!!

and

it's finally the Exam Day...

10th - 12th May

although i'm only involve in 10th and 11th...

FIRST DAY, 1OTH

Everything goes smoothly on the first day with my First group of children...

which i'm quite nervous so i didn't take some good photos of them...

but i manage to take 1 (while some parents busy taking photos of their children)...

they did very well for the exam... well done kids!!

THE NEXT DAY~~ 11TH

this is Cassandra~~ XD all grown up...

look at how blur she is when she arrived at the studio...

Before changing...

Tada~ The super-ballet-girl...

she refused to take photos anymore when i suddenly call her name and ~ bing*~

Haha!!

My second group of childrens...

i really admire these kids for not getting nervous for exam...

or they do not know what is exam, and no pressure on them...

wonderful kids~

although i kinda 'nearly being scare to heart attack', but they still do great in the exam...

i'm so proud of you all...

that's my first year of bringing 2 Pre-Primary group for presentation exam ...

Happy Birthday to Carol~~~~~

2011-05-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Carol who is a die-hard-fan for M-i-c-k-e-y M-o-u-s-e~...

on 8th of May...

the present for the birthday girl isssssssssssss~~~~~~

A Mickey Mouse soft toy...

cute???!?!?!

even 'I' like it so much toooooo!!!!!

preparation...

2011-05-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

i can't possibly know what will be happening tomorrow...

i couldn't imagine if anything goes wrong...

i'm still wondering what shoe to wear for tomorrow...

omigosh... why am i getting nervous??!?!?!? is not the first time!!!

am i getting serious?

having a dilemma now...

my salary

2011-05-07T10:31:00.000+08:00

i hope my salary will be 'multiple' on the next month like the previous month to this month

and the next month

and the next

and next

and next and next and

*...*

and forever

and ever...

^^,

My BFFs

2011-05-06T13:30:00.000+08:00

JMC

united

i'm gonna upload the most recent epic picha of them...

the Crispy...

And the Steffie

the most recent same favorite hot guy (for both of them which i didn't even remember his face after i google it) is from GLEE...

Crispy is going to Indonesia for 3 weeks... gonna miss her so much~~

Korean BBQ next round! MUST!! xD

THIS IS MADNESS

2011-05-05T13:54:00.000+08:00

TOBIAS MEAD...

his ideas of making it so special in every performance...

very very talented person...

the last video was a daring one...

who will thought of this kinda concept for dance?

A pair of amazing dancers...

2011-05-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

The famous locking Go Go brothers...

Dopest ... is dopest a word? lol...

dopest lockers of all...

and then...

i love this guy...

2011-05-05T12:52:00.001+08:00

he won't stop trying... he's back after a year and he's stronger...

appears in street dance 3D

GEORGE SAMPSON...

great choreographer and dancer...

mother's day

2011-05-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

coming soon...

headache - what to buy to mom?

usable?

memorable?

special?

eatable?

any suggestions??

stalker again... ==

2011-05-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

I've no sense of humour now, don't expect me to make any jokes out of this...

what's a stalker?

stalker means...

hold on, looking for definition

...

A stalker is someone who keeps following or contacting someone else, especially a famous person or a person they used to have a relationship with, in an annoying and frightening way.

ooh~~

there's even different types of stalkers... there are :

Rejected stalkers
Resentful stalkers (scary)
Intimacy seekers
Incompetent suitors
Predatory stalkers (DANGEROUS)

lastly, it's popular in facebook...

Cyberstalking...

defination!!

"Cyberstalking is the use of the Internet or other electronic means to stalk or harass an individual, a group of individuals, or an organization. It may include false accusations, monitoring, making threats, identity theft, damage to data or equipment, the solicitation of minors for sex, or gathering information in order to harass. The definition of "harassment" must meet the criterion that a reasonable person, in possession of the same information, would regard it as sufficient to cause another reasonable person distress."

wah... that's serious crime!!

one of 'a lot of' the risk...

"Arranging to meet. Young people face a particularly high risk of having cyberstalkers try to set up meetings between them."

(poor young people... please be smart... == oh wait... is that me? LOL)

there's even song for stalker

is one of my favorite song...

sexeh voice~~~

some creepy lyric...

"Every morning I watch her from behind
But she don't know
I pretend that I'm asleep
But I don't miss a show "

"In United States,

Cyberstalking has also been addressed in recent U.S. federal law. For example, the Violence Against Women Act, passed in 2000, made cyberstalking a part of the federal interstate stalking statute. Still, there remains a lack of legislation at the federal level to specifically address cyberstalking, leaving the majority of legislative prohibitions against cyberstalking at the state level. Most stalking laws require that the perpetrator make a credible threat of violence against the victim; others include threats against the victim's immediate family; and still others require the alleged stalker's course of conduct constitute an implied threat. While some conduct involving annoying or menacing behavior might fall short of illegal stalking, such behavior may be a prelude to stalking and violence and should be treated seriously. Online identity stealth blurs the line on infringement of the rights of would-be victims to identify their perpetrators. There is a debate on how internet use can be traced without infringing on protected civil liberties."

UNFORTUNATELY, this is not US, this is just no where...

there's a Law about it.... too.... i guess... lazy to search...yeah, lazy~ just like you people who always lazy to take action??

(tengok macam mana dulu... see how laaaaaaa~)

anyway, last 2 days,

when mom and dad was having their breakfast near our house,

they saw a 'live pursuit show'

is not some nice porches vs dodger

it is Waja vs Ford and some bike...

waja and bike: police officers

ford : drug addict

3 police car coming soon 1 more, plus 7 bike...

CHASING 1 Ford a.k.a the drug addict

is like what we saw in the movie,

yeah, 1 person in the car...

for how long?

i don't know, all i know is, it was conversations everywhere in taynton view in between all witnesses...

ah beng from hawker stall : u know arr... i saw the police car with a blue ford...

ah lian from market : wa... so dangerous la, the police car knock the blue car few times..

mugen from mamak : tat car was chase by few bike... i oso headache arr...

Ah Roy the street dog : woof woof woof woof (it's always barking like that, and i think it saw the chasing too..)

the 4 witnesses are from north south east west of this little town... and they all saw the chasing...

i think i can imagine how long they chase because i did 1 experiment...

it is drive with high speed around this little town... 20 minutes...

but they're chasing early in the morning... when a lot of people and even went through the market...

Efficient or Not?

*source from Wikipedia

fever away~~

2011-05-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

my only Sunday holiday...

It's over...

Thanks to some stupid fever virus...

and the stupid doctor...

i would like to write an email to him...

Dear doctor,

You think you're smart?

you're an ass cause i suffer 3 days more fever due to your insufficient antibiotic's quantity...

if i became a psycho because of this fever, you will be the first one for me to strangle to death...

Yours sincerely,

joeylms

WARNING !!!

in 5 years time, please do not visit any doctors in Malaysia... especially ***** (censored due to some racist matters)

some universities qualification for doctor are 3 C's

THREE CREDITS... why do you need to reduce the qualification because of some assholes couldn't pass?

there's no stupid or idiots, there's just lazy...

thanks to the unfair treatment, US has become more brilliant and YOU have become more idiotic cause you spoon feed them and they became more lazy...

all good doctors (with good financial) will go out and smarter choices to stay there and forever not coming back here...

malaysia, is this how you treat good people?

you leave all chances and good scholarship to useless people and yet they do not have any brain to think and appreciate while there were more smart peoples with brighter future need those scholarship...

if you want 1 Malaysia to be successful, think about it in every perspective...

is not that i don't want to support, it is I do not have confidence in it...

FIX IT!!

yes, it wouldn't change in a short period of time...

let's see in 5 years time...

ah da in old town...

2011-05-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

1st of May...

she works when everyone's having holiday...

still fever

2011-05-01T19:51:00.000+08:00

for 3 days already... started from Friday...

just finished the last portion of medicine...

and now i recognize who are my true friends...

when i'm sick, he didn't even sms or call or leave any message at facebook...

i don't think you really like me that much, do you?

thanks for all the wishes from my good friends...

i hope to recover soon...!!

the sooner the better!!

sign out at 7.51 PM

fever

2011-05-01T06:34:00.002+08:00

6.29am - sign in

i slept from yesterday's 4pm till now...

head is still spinning,

bone still aching...

sore throat, flu coming soon...

coughing is so suffering now... like my throat is going to burst...

listening to ne yo's Libra Scale...

alright, don't care what's gonna happen to me, going to jog now is this niceeeee weather...

sign out - 6.35am

awww... can't stand the cuteness...................

2011-04-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

it's so weird to wear shoes on dogs...

but it's cute.. XD

it gallop like Pluto...

what? don't know who's Pluto??

watch Disney Channel...

what the hell is going on...

2011-04-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

i think i'm in deep financial crisis...

firstly mom ask me not to rush cause i desperately finding part time...

part time to fill up my free time in the morning till evening due to all my class at night...

BUT

she secretly searching and hunting a lot of jobs for me...

is that like against her own statement??

i feel so stupid right now...

wtf...

exams

2011-04-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Exam's season are coming soon...

I wish that my students will do great in the exam...

i'm getting headache every minute, every hour, every day, every week...

left only 1 month... 6 classes... each classes 1 hour = 6 hours only...

haiz...

how??

a star life...

2011-04-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

hello people,

i have feelings too...

i don't have a lot of friends...

but all my friends are good people, they're not back stabbers...

compare to your friends mines all a lot better...

at least they're not fakers...

they like you is not because you're cute...

frankly, how long you're gonna be cute...?

everyone will grow up...

they're all your friends now because you're famous...

fame... that's the biggest mistake you've ever made in your life...

it's not even your choice...

look at how terrible you are now while people think your life's wonderful...

too much praise = no praise...

when someone praise you everyday, sooner or later you'll get bored... same goes to people around you...

so what if you're a genius??

for me, you're not...

you're just someone who's being force to be smart...

compare to street smart, you can't even qualified compare...

people always compare us... yeah... compare to a lot of people, i'm the worst one...

but i'm lucky enough to have my mom and dad and bunch of best friends to walk with me in my life...

that's the only thing you can't compare with me... and forever you wouldn't have it...

you're just lucky to have a lot of chances...

what goes up must come down...

the higher you climb, the further you see, but the further you'll fall...

too much cooks spoil the broth...

too many good things happen to you, but once a bad thing happen to you,

i'm pretty sure that you won't be able to withstand it...

FACebooK Stalker

2011-04-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

this topic is so well known after this guy post his opinion on youtube which... i think... is really accurate... XD

What he say was right... you guys... Facebook is for friends... if you add all pretty ladies as your collections, better don't add... it's useless... so what if have 2 3 thousand pretty ladies as your friends?? does it make any difference?? or is it easier for you to... ... ... ... (**think think** err...nevermind~) when you're bored by looking at the pictures?? that's so gross...

even if you got mutual friends, it doesn't make anything better... when i ask a friend : 'is he your friend?', the answer will be always 'no, i thought he was one of your friend...'

ohh... (*nod nod*)

'i didn't recall i have a friend that look like him... '

and more problems when they make you guess who they're by not putting any picture...

that's even more scary...

you have 12 mutual friends... that's a lot!! but in the 12 friends, nobody know who he is...

Fake profile?? or fake person?? or is it some being from MARS that was sent to watch us human all???????

OMG... the mars thingy was just joking...

dear all leng luis...

check you profile... i'm sure 1/4 of your friends are people who you don't know... because it happens to my friends... XD ( *shh* even guys.....~~ )

Lovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-21T02:11:00.003+08:00

one in a million - Ne Yo

Charice & Ne-Yo - Earth Song (MJ tribute) David Foster & Friends Mandalay Bay Vegas Oct. 15, 2010

The MooDy iLLkiD

Forgotten

New Year

snow in korea...

hello kitty

2 months more

Happy Birthday to Beatrice~~ 생일축하해요

it's gonna be a week...

한국

Day 5

KOREA

Korea

%

MY DAD!!

becareful everyone!! the world is not safe anymore...

Alkan - Scherzo Diabolico

supposed a happy day

traffic jam (many times)

Make a difference...

Tyres

Failure? or Understanding?

M.N.C...~^^

My new chapter...~^^

candies...

Flightplan

another accident...

lots of questions.....

My finger~

kids...

'near' yet 'far' away...

cute cute cute~~

summary

5pm...

couple

season

29/6/2011

purple panda

27/6/2011

Sleeping pills...

movies

...

the neighbourhood...

syllabus change course

The sunshine girl competition? *giggles*

it's been a week...

JB

my misarable life...

where's my diary?

good condition...

hair drop

dream~

accident!!

diet...

open day 2011

class for 3 years old...

steven's farewell + kah yee's birthday

that's all

Exam Day~

Happy Birthday to Carol~~~~~

preparation...

my salary

My BFFs

THIS IS MADNESS

A pair of amazing dancers...

i love this guy...

mother's day

stalker again... ==

fever away~~

ah da in old town...

still fever

fever

awww... can't stand the cuteness...................

what the hell is going on...

exams

a star life...

FACebooK Stalker

Lovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The sunshine girl competition? giggles